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You know that they burned her horse8 s+ R. h) E+ {" k
before her. Though it is not recorded,) G+ L1 j; ^4 m& y5 T8 @& \$ V$ \' T7 U
you know that they burned her Percheron/ y( m! _9 W3 Z) v
first, before her eyes, because you
4 Q* F) s7 M; R/ r) F( d0 c/ Y: d know that story, so old that story,2 J' }2 I; r6 `; G
the routine story, carried to its) I* b5 P+ A7 A) b, _& _
extreme, of the cruelty that can make% G: ?4 L6 o* h" v
of what a woman hears a silence,4 X: A0 N5 d2 G. A: O% U
that can make of what a woman sees5 k Y3 ^# l6 \5 P1 M, i. p- i) i
a lie. She had no son for them to burn,
4 m) L( v5 l. }" m1 j, Y for them to take from her in the world* z. T- y" P, ~( ^/ v6 A! x, \
not of her making and put to its pyre,
: g9 n9 S2 O5 ~. c4 P5 O; } so they layered a greater one in front of
* F) h4 }, _! \9 H; _( P where she was staked to her own——
& E+ o3 O3 s& h/ `# u, u+ J) d as you have seen her pictured sometimes,
# P0 u! {" w- s4 r* e- K! L her eyes raised to the sky. But they were; L* u& R9 Y1 t. \; C* W
not raised. This is yet one of their lies.
$ h1 Y# G( H: h% k* I/ A They were not closed. Though her hands* N/ R2 `. F: B4 R. P& d3 f
were bound behind her, and her feet were: k2 @0 X, D7 b* z) ?
bound deep in what would become fire,
# P5 q* m( {# ?0 z) Q' [8 [6 e' q# w she watched. Of greenwood stakes& J/ ~ V. S& E2 @6 A V2 j
head-high and thicker than a man's waist2 Y" Q- ?# L0 h9 B* Q
they laced the narrow corral that would not
4 `8 `4 G; i2 X) k" s" A4 e% { burn until flesh had burned, until
- c5 w% X5 W% r8 { bone was burning, and laid it thick; y& H' b! h. ^/ ?6 F5 I
with tinder——fatted wicks and sulphur," F( } V7 h7 `: ]4 @% F$ X. f P
kindling and logs——and ran a ramp
4 E! ~% y6 Z7 s! [ up to its height from where the gray horse6 H; ^ L% { ~' w. H
waited, his dapples making of his flesh H2 M8 X/ R, H+ W5 q0 [7 `
a living metal, layers of life
5 r7 J* Z4 C5 h/ B4 j through which the light shone out2 u3 u l2 x; }
in places as it seems to through the flesh! C, v7 b7 _ M& _
of certain fish, a light she knew7 i: F3 p3 _/ U5 F
as purest, coming, like that, from within.
1 T# Z* y; _- h7 |" ]* I Not flinching, not praying, she looked
) B1 {1 ?1 a' ~3 S! M! n$ C4 X the last time on the body she knew0 R- X" |; S4 z/ ~$ M0 i @
better than the flesh of any man, or child,
% t6 w) u# h7 q% A2 ` or woman, having long since left the lap1 S) @% Q8 q6 e& n
of her mother——the chest with its
8 p2 r) P- r! ` x# _0 n8 B perfect plates of muscle, the neck: T0 k1 P1 H' v' b, |6 h
with its perfect, prow-like curve,
& s o0 r6 i+ s0 P the hindquarters'——pistons——powerful cleft
1 G4 c( w+ v& M" R# R ~ pennoned with the silk of his tail.
. W4 p( d( K. s B Having ridden as they did together
3 g, {* y# R) X- K6 j5 O$ ] ——those places, that hard, that long——# e# U6 M# ^. k. g5 q8 g! a- v
their eyes found easiest that day# w0 h& _- }( s& Y1 e. w" a
the way to each other, their bodies
3 v" p Q7 J* W wedded in a sacrament unmediated% M3 T6 y) X# p V' ^! R7 @
by man. With fire they drove him! j; Z8 O2 @, Y
up the ramp and off into the pyre
2 d9 @! X; W0 q3 M0 ^ and tossed the flame in with him.
' J% Y. C4 l+ S5 \' S) M This was the last chance they gave her' Q, ]5 I5 A( k) d6 y
to recant her world, in which their power/ ~: c& z( O$ e- C7 k
came not from God. Unmoved, the Men. A6 z6 c2 N) |2 J# ^
of God began watching him burn, and better,
2 y% g3 P" T1 Q8 [2 F: f/ F2 p, m watching her watch him burn, hearing: Z1 {- I; \) ]% t+ O& _6 j: p
the long mad godlike trumpet of his terror,; E% a4 q* l# A8 Y0 J/ ~5 x
his crashing in the wood, the groan# ]9 [8 [+ l0 B4 Y$ O/ f
of stakes that held, the silverblack hide,
& U7 T9 m5 C+ b5 K+ d) A1 r( @ the pricked ears catching first
7 R' o3 m+ _( f$ q4 C3 | like driest bark, and the eyes.% ]: a( q; c% Y% C7 G
and she knew, by this agony, that she
1 |% p T$ s5 |4 X$ O# Z/ r% ? might choose to live still, if she would) n# Q2 r6 P/ Y' K
but make her sign on the parchment$ g& Y4 m7 e- h0 }* h2 l+ h$ x
they would lay before her, which now
" n+ t7 E! P! t) j9 ? would include this new truth: that it% L1 b5 }# C( P, d; J6 h/ d
did not happen, this death in the circle,
/ V4 S8 P( Q: z0 E5 V3 A; J the rearing, plunging, raging, the splendid# |8 R8 P p% c1 n7 v9 B7 \
armour-colored head raised one last time* w, t; Z/ u. I
above the flames before they took him( x" L6 I1 T& \: ?) U( O. u# [& r! k
——like any game untended on the spit——into; M. G/ ]3 z/ s9 T a9 s# t
their yellow-green, their blackening red.- c7 J* S$ O' }+ l8 n
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